My life, my blog, my journey.

 Last night (Thursday to be precise), I saw an email from my University email account offering a contest for students to pitch their business opportunity to people who understand how to run a business with a £4,000 grant at stake. The deadline is at the end of November, as I recall. I told my Mum about this and she wasn't enthusiastic about it, to say the least. My mother has repeatedly told me that I'm not in a proper state of mind to run a business of any kind. We have had about a half an hour argument. I don't want to jump onto the contest right away, I think I need connections and the right people to speak to about my concepts and how they would set the business up. My current business idea involves substituting the plastic that we use every day into a biodegradable packing material that when discarded can break down naturally and/or is worm food for soil quality. This is based on the fact I've been litter picking for over 5 years and I have found it annoying how mu...

My parents and I agreed that I should study at my parent's house as I wanted to be away from any distractions at home as that I'm told that to make progress, I need to make my workplace boring, and when I say boring, I really mean "UNBELIEVABLY BORING!" Yeah, that's not really achievable with my parents but its far less distracting then home. Still, for what it's worth I managed to watch the two lectures and I wrote a few notes. But I'm sure I'll be more productive at the Univeristy's library. After the first lecture I took the dogs for a walk around town. During which I started collecting litter and put it in the bin and did find quite a bit of rubbish to pick up in get it in the bins. I don't get it? Why is it so hard for people to put their rubbish in the bin??? Last night, I decided to watch the Transformers film Bumblebee. I heard good things about it. Well, I can honestly say that it was fun. I had a good time and it was far superior to M...

Yesterday, I was told I didn't need to go to the Campus for the rest of the week and I thought this was a warm-up induction to the University and the real learning starts next week. Combine this with no events happening today, I thought I could relax, go walking the dogs with my carer coming tomorrow and spend some time with my parents. Turns out not to be the case, my carer coming today was less than enthusiastic about what I like to do with the carers in future occurrences, and that included walking the dogs. What was worse was that my parents still had not sorted out their washing machine. The problem started a couple of weeks ago when a mouse chewed up one of the cables and caused the entire system to go haywire. After three visits from the electrician/plumber, it was decided the washing machine was a lost cause and my parents would have to get another one. That meant more washing up at my house to do and I hate my washing machine. Worse was that there were online lectures that...

So today I went to Greenwich University at Medway Campus for the first time, on my own. My course is Environmental Science as I want to make changes to systems to become more environmentally stable to help with various problems we are causing to the environment. I made my video on Facebook about it and got quite a few comments and likes. Along the journey, a friend of mine who works for the government called me and said he'll be here if I need any help. After a visit to a petrol station to get fuel, I managed to arrive to find the Campus to be all but void of energy. There weren't many people around and when I parked my car, forgetting to pay for parking but getting it resolved, thankfully. I ended up wandering around the place, not knowing where to go, despite asking a couple of staff members. It turns out to be a warm-up week, and it turns out that many lectures are to take place online. I managed to a look around in the Library with my card, but without someone to help me to...

 I know that this is a little late given the circumstances. But better late than never. Today is the birthday is my Au pair, whose job back then was to look after me when I got back from school. He would often have a chicken pie ready for me. A store-bought chicken pie, mind you but a chicken pie, nonetheless. He spent so many years with us. He helped with manual labour as he was very strong and he helped us when we were raising pigs. He was always kind and patient with me, despite my autism. He and his twin brother learnt much of our culture and could speak and write English like a second language.  My parents took me to his home country of Czech Republic, we had a lovely time there. He's now married with a couple of kids so he's moved up in the world and I think I'm overdue for a reunion. It's a shame that his birthday September 11th. The same day that the twin towers were destroyed by those planes. I remember staring at the tragedy on TV and having such switching cha...

 I never told anyone this myself but my mind is addicted to learning how to make money online, without taking the necessary actions to do so. If there's one thing I'm told over and over again by my parents is that I'm not capable of selling anything, managing overheads. I'm scared of investing money into a business or opportunity of any kind. This is in no small part of me going to university and I'm told that it's going to take almost my entire mental energy just to study and to graduate. But my biggest reason is that I'm still under my parents' care. I'm an autistic person who can't sit still or listen easily. For example, when I had someone spoke to me and my mum a couple days ago at an environmental agency about recycling and how I wanted to see if it's an opportunity to make money out of clearing up rubbish as we have that all over England and I'm passionate about clearing it all up, but I've only been doing it voluntarily and I ...